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A really, really Good Cry….
Hi. My name is Jessy Terrenzi. I wrote a letter a few years ago on how donating and helping the Pasadena org helped me and my family. I want to write a new letter now as we have continued to help and we have done better and better as individuals and as a family since doing this. I am 13 years old. I now have two brothers. Micael Terrenzi is 11 years old. My other brother is Matthew Terrenzi and he is 7 months old.
I have been receiving auditing for over 7 years now. My brother Micael has been receiving auditing for about 5 years now. We know auditing and Scientology work and have helped both of us very much in our lives. Here are some examples of how it has helped us:
1. I had trouble communicating with other people especially when I was trying to get them to do things I needed done. In session, I realized that I was going about it all wrong and realized that I had to tell people why the thing was important and get their agreement on it first. Everybody does what I say now!
2. Auditing has made both me and my brother more aware. My brother notices things around him that are actually there and things that he didn’t really notice were there before.
3. I realized that I am a good person. I like being a good person. I actually like it a lot.
4. My brother and I have always been very good friends and we always take care of each other but sometimes we didn’t agree on stuff and this really bugged me. I was taught the communication cycle and realized that we were not acknowledging each other. We just kept rushing ahead to try and get the other one to see our points. I talked with Micael about this and then we tried it a few times and it worked! We always make sure to acknowledge each other and other people. I once did this to a girl in a grocery store and she was so happy that I did it that she gave me a hug and thanked me and then smiled all the way out the store! Neat huh?
5. Micael and I give people assists all the time now. If someone at school gets hurt, Micael and I will run over and help them until they are better. I once gave someone assists for 5 hours at my school until her mother could get there to pick her up and take her to the doctor. I finished the assists after 5 hours and she was almost all better by the time she actually went to the doctor just from the assists! I also taught 3 people that didn’t know anything about Scientology what assists are and what they are for and then gave them assists and they decided they would get auditing next.
6. My mother and father are very upstat people. My daddy works at the Hubbard College and helps people every day to learn new things about the technology that LRH made just for us. He has worked at the Hubbard College for 11 years now. You can get actual college degrees now at the Hubbard College. My dad gives seminars to people about the administrative technology that Ron made. My mommy is always helping people. I mean always. She is on the phone with them. She emails them help. She does seminars to people and even if it is our dinner time or her bed time she helps people. My mom and dad have an agreement with us to always help people. That is our family agreement. I think we are lucky because a lot of people want to help other people but we actually know how to because of LRH and what I have already learned.
7. I sold Dianetics books to people. My brother did too. Sometimes they don’t smile at you but that’s okay because they just don’t know what I am trying to give them. I just keep smiling at them and being nice to them and tell them that this book and LRH saved my life and my mommy’s and daddy’s and brothers’ lives. Some of them want the book when I say this and they buy it. Some of them say no thanks. One time I saw a woman and she walked past me 7 times with a mean face and then the next time she said “hi” and then the next time she said, “what is that?” in a mean voice and then she said “okay, I’ll buy one.” I smiled because I knew she really wanted the book. And one time a woman came back to show her husband Micael because he was so nice and smart and had sold her the book that she knew would change her life.
8. One day my mom and my brother Micael were at the OT Committee meeting at Pasadena. Someone there was talking and said that everyone on the planet was not a Scientologist yet. That night, all my brother could talk about, was the fact that everyone on the planet was not a Scientologist. He was very confused about this. I learned this a long time ago. He then decided that he was going to handle that. He asked my mom if he could have her bright red shirt that says, “I am a Scientologist” on it. It is really big. He likes the shirt a lot and he wears it a lot. Sometimes people stare at us when we are out and he is wearing the shirt. We like to show them that we are upstat and very nice people so they can see for themselves what Scientologists are like. He wants them to know that it is a very, very good thing to be a Scientologist.
9. I have learned a lot about why Scientology is so good. I know it helps people. I know it helps people to live better lives. I know that people can learn about it themselves and that no one makes them do it. They decide and then they use the things that they learn to actually make their lives better. I told my grandma this. She got very excited and asked my mom and dad to help my aunt by getting her to do some courses.
10. I know my little brother Matthew likes Scientology too because he gets so excited when he’s around Scientologists. He loves my mom’s OT 8 certificate too.
A while ago, my mom wrote a commendation report on me for being so upstat and I said thank you but I really wanted to do it anyway. I don’t like to think about all the sad people out on the whole planet. My mom says there are a lot of sad people and we need to help them. She also said that sometimes people don’t think any one else will really help them anymore because some bad people did not really help them before. But she says to just keep standing there and smiling and helping anyway. I think she is very smart because I know if someone kept staying there and smiling and helping that I would listen. Also Craig and Sally Jensen help Pasadena and I really love them a lot. They are very nice to me all the time and I see them being nice to a lot of other people too. I want to help them too. Craig told me that if we can get a big nice building in Pasadena than we can have everyone in Pasadena in Scientology in 5 years or something like that. I wish it were faster for the sad people but I think 5 years is better than later.
My family has donated over $126,000.00 to Pasadena org. We became Alumni’s for V alley org and Nashville org too. I gave most of my job money and so did my brother, Micael. My brother and I really want a really big nice building in Pasadena because there are a lot of people who don’t know about Scientology there. We have sold a lot of our toys and some cards that we have been collecting and we did lemonade stand on a weekend to get more money for Pasadena. We also bring a lot of people to the fundraisers so they can help and feel good too.
I feel really good when I do it because I know that I may make some sad person happy now.
When my brother, Micael, finished Self Analysis he had a pretty good success story. It said something like, “I am happy. I am really happy. I found a better life because of auditing.” I thought this was pretty cool and I was very happy for my brother. We decided we want this feeling for all the people in the world. Even any bad people because we think that maybe they won’t be bad anymore if they are happy. My brother says that ever since he finished a PTS handling and ARC Straightwire that he doesn’t get upset about things very easily. This is good because he likes to be happy. He really hates to be sad.
I wanted to write how I feel about Scientology for all of you who are helping to make the Pasadena org really happen because you all work so hard and you need to know that you are upstat and that if we all do this and we all help more people and we all give just a little bit more money then we can all have a beautiful Pasadena Org and so can the people in Pasadena.
I am in the middle of Grade 0 now. I remember what is was like before I got auditing and I only hope that all the other people in Pasadena will be getting auditing with me soon because I know they will be a lot happier than they are now.
I hope you can do more. I see a lot of people at the OT Committee and I know a lot of you help so much. I hope you can do more. I know all the people in the world will feel the real kind of love for you. Not that fake stuff that polite people say to polite people cause they are all being polite but the real kind of love that sometimes makes me cry when I feel it. Not a bad cry but a really good cry. A really good feeling cry. My mommy cries like that when she sees people really helping other people. It’s a really good cry, the kind that no one can take away. Anyway, I feel that kind of love for all of you. Thank you for all your help and I am going to keep helping too.
I put an older picture of me and my brother (Micael) below and a new one of my family with my mom, dad, Micael, Matthew and me.
Love to all the people in Pasadena and the world, Jessy and both my little brothers too (Micael and Matthew Terrenzi)
